Um

Galya thanks!
I'm glad you remembered!


Well since today is my anniversary of life I would like to sing a song. But since you people can't exactly hear me I would like to show the lyrics and hopefully you people know the song.

If I fell in love with you,
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand.
Cause i've been in love before
And i've found that love was more,
Than just holding hands.
If I give my heart to you,
I must be sure from the very start
That you would love me more than her.

If I trust in you,
Oh please, don't run and hide.
If I love you to,
Oh please, don't hurt my pride like her,
Cause I couldn't stand the pain.
And i, would be sad if I knew love wasn't made,
So i hope you see,
That i would love to love you.

If I fell in love with you
-beatles.




Ok hell here is another one.




Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby

Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on

Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby

Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me

Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down

Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down

Hey, hey, hey, hey
Ohhhh.....

Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security

Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby

Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me

As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away

Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?

I say :
La la la...
When you walk on by...
And you call my name...

Growl

I'm in computers and I'm thinking about life.
I just want it to be okay.
I know I've said that before but is that too much to ask???
Must I always be in my bubble????

P.S.
Think of Bright Sunshine.
I wish I could help.

Alrighty

So now I'm overly bored and I am currently in computers.

Why must our school require us to take this stupid course????
I can't be the only one who dreads this period.

Well um just for the hell of it, I should mention how beatiful Camilla Belle is in the movie 10,000 b.c.

Here's the proof



sigh.

Here's another one.



Sigh Sigh

Crap

I will just stop.
I will stop looking for something I cant find.


Why should I do this all the time???

It is time for me to give up.
The universe has spoken.

I will end this and I'll stop it all.

Or will the universe just give me a break?
I doubt it.
But I also doubt I'll ever stop hoping for a break.



P.S. I can't wait forever though. I might explode in a few months from all these stupid f*******. (not a curse word, just something I don't want to say right now)

Portraits

So's I bring you pictures.
Today they are all portraits.
It's almost my birthday and someone I adore is coming from Bangkok this weekend.
He can only be here for a day though.
Then he's going to Cali.
He's bringing his Nikon D200.
Amazing camera.
Well anyway, here are the pictures.


OLD by m-ari (Deviant ART)


Utterrable Femininity By Eu-pho-r (Deviant ART)




Photo Number Nine by Me (Webcam)




RGB by tomislav-moze (Deviant ART)

Shoot

I've found my answer.
I'm happy about it.
I think that I didn't notice before.


I like guacamole.




I need to chill.


Maybe the person I'm talking to on the phone right now (hint hint: Only person who reads this aside from Katia) will rethink what she's planning to do.

Dear person,
I can't chill until you tell me that you know where to go. Come here if you want, I won't mind. My parents wont mind, but be prepared to endure random people walking in and out and yelling loud obnioxous yelling.
Just think it through. I'd rather you come here than that other place. But I won't force you.
Do you like guacamole?
Oh and person, please remember that you have it better than most.
Sincerly,
Ballet Slippers
Fellow Blogger and Hostess of Magic.






I'm hungry.

Maybe

I don't exactly hate it that I let this happen.
Why did I just let it go on?
Maybe it was meant to happen?
I'm not sure.
I just think that I should feel stronger about this. But I don't.
I should be fazed by this. People are supposed to be fazed by this!
I think I should give up on trying to be something I'm not.
I'll try not to trick them anymore.
But I programed myself to do those things. I'm not sure I can stop.
But I'm dying to stop.
I wanna forget about the person I'm not meant to be.
You can love me or you can hate me I don't fucking care anymore.
If only it weren't so hard.......

Never!

I will never try looking out again!
Maybe I should just stay in the bubble I created and never leave it.
Why did I have to try?


She can die for all I care.
You can all die.

I'll only miss one person.


Maybe it's better that you all live. I should just stay in my bubble, in an untouchable, hassle-free, lonely world.
It seems better.
Only bad part is that once I'm in there I........

Hola

I found this in photobucket, and I find it hilarious. I saw the SNL episode with Dick in a box. HAHA! Crude yet Hilarious.

Kind of Oblivious to my surroundings.

I've come to notice that I look at everything but never really see things. I've never minded until now.
It seems that maybe I should pay more attention to things that are going on around me.
I've tried.
And unfourtunatley, Nothing worth seeing is going on around me.
But I haven't tried recently.
I should.
Maybe all has changed?
Maybe.


I hope that when I look outside, it'd be less painful than last time.

Computers once more.

Seriously this computer class is horribly boring. So I have come up with making a segment called “The daydreams of a teenage girl in Computer class".
It's not that great of a title but it gets straight to the point.

Today I had a cream cheese sandwich and sprite for breakfast. Which isn't healthy at all but my mind is in a loopy state.
So don't blame me for this daydream.

I'm alone in a forest and I see a lonely squirrel. But it's not just a squirrel..... It is holding a tiny wand. And it seems to be an animagus. Who could it be??? I ask myself. I wonder if I should pull out my own wand and try to kill it. But I feel something drawing me to the squirrel. When I hear it shout “PETRIFICIUS TOTALUS!!"

I fall.

I wake up. I'm not sure where I am or what happened. But I do know that I am safe.


That's all I got for now because I simply cant seem to finish this daydream, and I just need to actually do the work.
HAHA I slay me!

TATA for now:)